There are times when I have to sit cross-legged on the floor in school. My school skirt automatically moves up my legs whenever I sit in that fashion, so about half my thighs and all of my calves are fully visible.
I despise the roundness of my calves whenever I sit in that fashion. My calves form a very obvious curve, and in fact, they bulge so much that half the calve touches the thigh. I look at my friends' beautiful, slender calves that are so thin that the fat part of their calves do not even tough the underside of their thighs!!
When I'm standing, it's not that bad because at least the fats are stretched out and therefore do not look that round. But when I sit down, my legs look like they have been transformed completely. Sometimes I wake up in the morning and think that my legs, when standing up, look kinda nice. But if I ever have to sit down cross-legged during the day, all those fantasies disappear and I face the harsh, cold, cruel reality of the fatness of my calves.
Worst of all, sometimes my friends pinch their calves and whine about how fat their calves are. This shows that:
1. They think having fat calves is a bad thing.
2. They think my calves are absolutely disgusting, considering how much fatter my calves are than theirs!
Hmm, maybe I should dream of having calves like these. But then I would be severely kidding myself. A lump of fat cannot even wish to ever be transformed into bulging muscles like those.
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