Guys Don't Like Fat Girls

Here's a very good reason why I despise my fatness.

I met this guy when I was slim and beautiful, and we became the best of friends. I liked him, and I got the sense that he liked me too! We even went on a date. I was really happy.

But after I gained some weight (when I stopped dieting), he treated me totally different! He'd be cold whenever I talked to him, and he acted as though we had never shared a special friendship. From best friends, we became mere acquaintances.

And I know guys like these are jerks who are not worth caring about. I mean, the very fact that he would treat me so differently just because I was fatter than before, makes my blood boil. What's the deal with that kind of behavior! I'm still the exact same person as before, even though I may look different. I helped him through a lot of his problems, and he helped me through mine, on a very close and emotional level.

Yeah, maybe he's really a jerk for changing his attitude towards me, even though I never really changed my attitude towards him. So technically I should stop caring so much about that jerk. But part of me can't help but think that if I had never grown fat, he wouldn't have stopped being my best friend, and might even become my boyfriend in the future (it seemed to be heading that way, anyway).

So I blame it on the fats! Yeah yeah I could blame him for being such a jerk, but I still like him very much despite all those things, so I'd rather blame it on the fats. Fats caused me to lose a very special friend. Fats got in the way of a meaningful friendship. Fats made me lose the biggest happiness in my life.

Which is why I really have to get rid of the fats, right?